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Friday, 23 April 2010

  • Please help me Vote on my slogan over at Threadless!

    Hey guys, I haven't been on Xanga for the longest of time but please vote for my slogans over at Threadless. Just click HERE, create a threadless account if you don't already have one, then click on I'd Wear It. Simple as that.

    The slogan: "My Stilettos Can Put A Hole Through Your Dirty Mind."

    Thank you and much loves!

    Anyway I'm blogging at http://daisyfaes.wordpress.com and http://twentyohthree.tumblr.com now =) See you there!

Wednesday, 17 March 2010

  • Is it too much to wish for a rehash of that tiny piece of history from two years ago? It would be the sweetest thing I could ever ask for, one that goes beyond my imagination and hope. Soon, I'll start an exercise to look for you.

Tuesday, 22 December 2009

  • The incessant drama makes my head spins. It's like being caught in a nasty episodes of The Hills where the actors are having some fights or another from the start till the end with only a few seconds of supposed making up sessions that fails nand leads to drama of a greater intensity that tend to spin your head out of control and leaves you wreathing and puking your guts out and wishing for peace yet the drama never ends and you don't know what to do and even when you give up on interfering they won't leave you alone and then eventually you become the bad person and you have no idea how you get there. I'm terribly sorry by the lack of punctuation but I just felt like I needed to say what I needed to say. <3

    I miss xanga and having people comment. No such things over at wordpress.

Thursday, 27 August 2009

  • I no longer want to wait outside your door.

    The dreams, once so beautiful, are thoughts that I now abhor.

    A little tear trickled down her porcelain face.
    The freckles showed you just how shattered she was.
    You just wouldn’t open the door.

    Some days I hear you shuffle behind the wooden pane.
    Those days I lean forward
    For I have faith that you will turn the knob and let her in
    Before she crumbles and fades away.

    But,

    You are too heartless,
    I thought you were kind.
    I saw the innocence brimming in your eyes,
    But never once thought you capable of watching her die.

    Today, I sit at the stairway again.
    Waiting for you to open the door where she laid.
    She lay on the doorway, fragile and weak.
    Her hair grew white,
    Each breath she took she faded away.

    You ignored her, you denied her.

    I walk away now. Mayhaps your guilt kills you inside.

Pulse

Chatboard (3)

  • marsogirl
    question: today or tomorrow? both, of course.
  • Hsinjulin
    Thank you for your encouragement! I feel much better now! :)
  • Hsinjulin
    Yes, I have had let fear stopped myself from living happily in my life. It stopped me from thinking about living. It' always not easy. To live.